Shoutout.

I don't know what to do anymore... I completely lost it... found out my dad is a selfish bastard and had a relationship with a close friend of the family for quite some years in 2007... and now school happened, and a really close friend was really sad yesterday... and I havn't heard from her since, even though normally she's always on skype... I'm... so scared she has done things... please.. send me a sign you are still alive... and a classmate of me has to suddenly quit because a drugsdealer is threatening him and his little nephew.. and a close friend from another classmate died because of retarded doctors.. and... GOD! Please.. let somebody help me... please.. I don't know what to do anymore... I'm.. just getting dragged back in the darkness I tried to leave behind.. so.. this is... a shoutout for help..